I swear: every time I decide to sell that horse, she knows it and is good. Either that or every time I decide to sell, I change my attitude and she responds.
Had a good jumping lesson today, overall. I had some good jumps, and I think all the work I've been doing on my position and strength is starting to pay off. Not that I can ever give it up, but yknow. I felt better in my position this week. I know I had a few moments where my position was actually Good over the fences. So this is good. I did have an asthma issue at the end, but I pushed through and did my last two lines -- I'd asked to be done because I felt the asthma coming on, but when MT kind of challenged me on the request, I said "aw, screw it" and finished the ride. Yay me. I did need my inhaler though.
Good lesson. It felt good to do something right.