Anyway, all joking aside, I am mentally and physically ready to rock again. Whew. I am still having to talk myself down from wanting to win, telling myself that all I care about is doing our best on that day, going forward and positive on course and staying smooth and obedient in dressage. If I don't get a ribbon, so be it - just do my best. And keep up on the brain medicine and the sinus/breathing medicine!